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I'll have you know, this is madness...

I don't know what it is with the past few weeks, but it's absolutely terrible...
way too much death... :(

First my grandmother, then something else, then a student here (who's actually from near my hometown), then a grad student here (that I've had classes with), and a high-school friend (rest in peace, M.S., we will all miss you)...

Josh and some our friends are going to the wake today. I feel so guilty, but I just can't go. Wakes can be worse than funerals, at least I think so. And I just can't take them one after another.

I couldn't sleep until about 4am. Yay insomnia. The nightmares are back too -- what a shock...

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justfortoday
Feb. 8th, 2002 11:07 am (UTC)
lauren,

i'm *so* sorry to hear about your grandmother. how are you doing?

in case you don't know... you can always talk to me. we've got *history*, woman! :P
daturafae
Feb. 8th, 2002 12:41 pm (UTC)
Thanx.
I'm doing ok.
There's just a lot of stuff hitting me at once & I don't know how to handle it all.
Once I nearly think I can find a way to cope with one thing, something else happens.
I haven't really had a chance yet to accept that my grandmother is gone.
I know I'll be alright, though.

It's good to hear from you.
I miss you, btw!
danicadatura
Feb. 8th, 2002 12:01 pm (UTC)
im so sorry:( everything you just listed off is more than one person should have to handle all at the same time. Im especially sorry about your grandmother and your friend.
hang in there..**
daturafae
Feb. 8th, 2002 12:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you.

I'm doing my best attempt at moving on with things.
It's just tough to remember that "life goes on" when you know that it's not true for those you've lost :(
I'll be ok, though. It just takes time, I guess.

Thanx for your kind words.
danicadatura
Feb. 8th, 2002 04:10 pm (UTC)
Re:
the most you can do is try to stay optimistic i guess..i hope things get a little easier for you from now on..:)
foxglovefaerie
Feb. 8th, 2002 01:06 pm (UTC)
There is nothing I can say to make you feel better so just sending you some (((hugs))...
daturafae
Feb. 8th, 2002 01:07 pm (UTC)
thanx
hugs are always good
faeriejewel
Feb. 8th, 2002 04:32 pm (UTC)
I know his brother, he's in my grade. hasn't been in school for a week. I feel terrible.
goddessofdeth
Feb. 8th, 2002 05:04 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry about your grandma... :( *big hugs*
daturafae
Feb. 8th, 2002 07:28 pm (UTC)
thanx for the hugs :)
goddessofdeth
Feb. 10th, 2002 03:15 pm (UTC)
You're welcome, sweetie. It's the least I could do. :)
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