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I'll say it again: No sleep 'till...

... though actually we are not necessarily looking at Brooklyn anymore.
We are checking out Manhattan.
Arg. Yeah, cause we can afford that, right? *sigh*

So most of the day was spent apt searching online again, and sending my results to Josh via e-mail.

This whole moving process is testing my nerves.

I can't stand when huge decisions are rushed like this. I really wish that we had more time to search for a place and for me to find a job. Especially when I have no clue what we are getting into.
This sudden chaos is a dizzying mess.

I can't wait until things are settled.

As much as I like nyc, it is not really a place where I am comfortable living.
Just the one day that we spent on the trains to look at places was way too much for me. I don't like crowds. Lol. And I'm moving to NYC. Heh.

I just worry that we're going to make a huge mistake and end up in a really crappy place and be in debt up to our ears really fast.
:(

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fallenangel8024
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:12 am (UTC)
Believe me I understand what you are going through. Being patient really is the only way to get through it without having a nervous breakdown. Which even still with the place found and all I am about to have one. Moving tests you sanity at all times. It seems like anything and everything that can go wrong IS going wrong for me. So hang in there and good luck with the search!
daturafae
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:19 am (UTC)
*hugs*
I hope that things smooth out for you, too.
shinyboy
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:56 am (UTC)
Ay, it all sounds like such a pain. Good luck! I can't wait till I have to go through this *cringes*
no_imagining
Jun. 17th, 2005 02:34 pm (UTC)
Good luck! NYC seems like such a busy confusing place, but I like the idea of all the diverse people.
moxcord
Jun. 17th, 2005 04:17 pm (UTC)
this may be a silly question. But are you sure that moving to NYC is even the best option? For Josh it might be, he's moving for a job. But it almost sounds like he's just dragging you around with him, and you don't seem happy :(

I hope it all works out, whatever you end up doing *hugs*
daturafae
Jun. 18th, 2005 12:18 am (UTC)
Yeah, I've contemplated that a bit, since he plans to transfer to the Boston branch as soon as that is an option (you can transfer to any other branch that needs you after 1 year). But we did the long-distance thing for 4 and a half years (while I was at Marist) and I really don't want to go back to that. Following him around kind of sucks, but hopefully this is the last time.
Thanks, I'm sure that once things are settled (when we have a new place and I have a new job) I will feel better about it all.
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