It was great to see Gina and the baby yesterday. He is growing up sooo fast. Too fast for Gina, she wants him to stay this age forever. I don't blame her. It reminds me of when I was a little girl and I would actually pray for time to slow down, so that I could stay a child forever...

I still wonder where the time goes. The way time moves so strangely and alters people in such dramatically different ways... It has always amazed, intrigued, and greatly frightened me...

Wouldn't it be lovely if life could have a pause button?

That's what I need right now, a pause button. Just so I could have some time sort everything out...