February 8th, 2002

Lil Moon Fae

I'll have you know, this is madness...

I don't know what it is with the past few weeks, but it's absolutely terrible...
way too much death... :(

First my grandmother, then something else, then a student here (who's actually from near my hometown), then a grad student here (that I've had classes with), and a high-school friend (rest in peace, M.S., we will all miss you)...

Josh and some our friends are going to the wake today. I feel so guilty, but I just can't go. Wakes can be worse than funerals, at least I think so. And I just can't take them one after another.

I couldn't sleep until about 4am. Yay insomnia. The nightmares are back too -- what a shock...
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