October 5th, 2005


hello there

So I guess my entries have gotten a bit sparse again.

I really should be posting, too. I've become so alone in the offline world. Venting here would probably help.

I suppose I have been waiting until I can post some good news.
I am tired of typing mostly the venting stuff.
My life is not so terrible. I have many blessings. I know that well, which is why I feel guilty about being so miserable.

I just feel more and more disconnected. With myself and with everything else.

Maybe I just don't adapt to change very well, and there has been a lot of change.