I feel so alone. It's rather funny that, at one point, I once imagined living completely alone.
While I have always strived to be independant and avoided seeking help with anything, I must admit that such a dramatic loss of support has definitely hit me. Being at such a pivotal point in my life, and being so confused and frustrated with myself, it is such a horrible time to have no support. I hate feeling left out and left behind.
I fear burdening Josh too much because I have no-one locally to chat with.

I will be able to work this all out, however. And I will be better for it.