I miss the sweet surprises. spontaneous excursions to randomly chosen destinations. little trips to the diner at 2am. midnight shopping trips with friends. unplanned visits. long phone chats in the middle of the night.
I need connection.
I try so hard. With Josh, maybe I try too hard. Whe we are together, I have no issue; but when we are apart it just doesn't seem right. In some cases I don't try nearly enough. I don't know.
I need time.