Somehow it happy, sad, guilt-stricken... i don't know.
The day started with that horrible news from Gina. That gave a bit of a dark spin to the day, but in no way was that her fault. I just worry too much, and it caused some unresolved issues to resurface.
I missed Josh's call in the afternoon because my phone was in the car. No 'happy birthday' on my voicemail, which bugged me a bit.
I drove to Providence to treat myself to a mall trip. I need clothes that fit, and I found some. I bought one of those little amaretto chocolate truffles, which was delicious but also cause quite a bit of anxiety.
I'm returning one of the shirts because it was overpriced. I think that I spent too much in general. I'm getting so cheap.
I love the shoes.
I went out for the tradiotional dinner with the family. Josh couldn't show because work ran late and my parents like to eat early. Dinner was great, as usual, though I couldn't stop thinking of how much I ate.
My mom bought an incredible lemon-raspberry cake that has a creamy lemon-buttercreme frosting, white cake, and layers of lemon curd and raspberry preserves. mmmmmm......
gotta go to work, I'll finish typing this later...
