DaturaFae (DharmaChick, Lauren, Lau...) (daturafae) wrote,
DaturaFae (DharmaChick, Lauren, Lau...)

::waves:: I DO exist.

I've gotten worse and worse with my journal.
I guess it's because I don't really feel like recording the fact that nothing in my life is really going anywhere.
Little things happen here and there that may be fun or significant (maybe) every once in a while, but every day is pretty much the same...
Same job (which sucks because I'm underpaid, overqualified, and bored stiff).
Same annoyance that I don't feel qualified enough to work at any other job even though I have a good college degree.
Same place (nice area but I am away from 99% of my friends and family and it's a pain to find a new job here).
Same point in my relationship (it's almost 7 years and still no ring. this is not a big issue though, there are many more important things.)
Same feelings of frustration, regret, anxiety, and depression.
Same issues with my weight (no, I'm still the same size, which is fine, but if I don't drop 5lbs asap I'm gonna jump off a cliff.)
Same confusion about what to do with my life (career, where are you?)
Same useless me that can't drag herself out of this pointless hole.

Well, I think I have this weekend to myself.
Hopefully I'll take advantage of it and attempt to fix some of this mess.

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