I've gotten worse and worse with my journal.
I guess it's because I don't really feel like recording the fact that nothing in my life is really going anywhere.
Little things happen here and there that may be fun or significant (maybe) every once in a while, but every day is pretty much the same...
Same job (which sucks because I'm underpaid, overqualified, and bored stiff).
Same annoyance that I don't feel qualified enough to work at any other job even though I have a good college degree.
Same place (nice area but I am away from 99% of my friends and family and it's a pain to find a new job here).
Same point in my relationship (it's almost 7 years and still no ring. this is not a big issue though, there are many more important things.)
Same feelings of frustration, regret, anxiety, and depression.
Same issues with my weight (no, I'm still the same size, which is fine, but if I don't drop 5lbs asap I'm gonna jump off a cliff.)
Same confusion about what to do with my life (career, where are you?)
Same useless me that can't drag herself out of this pointless hole.
Well, I think I have this weekend to myself.
Hopefully I'll take advantage of it and attempt to fix some of this mess.
I guess it's because I don't really feel like recording the fact that nothing in my life is really going anywhere.
Little things happen here and there that may be fun or significant (maybe) every once in a while, but every day is pretty much the same...
Same job (which sucks because I'm underpaid, overqualified, and bored stiff).
Same annoyance that I don't feel qualified enough to work at any other job even though I have a good college degree.
Same place (nice area but I am away from 99% of my friends and family and it's a pain to find a new job here).
Same point in my relationship (it's almost 7 years and still no ring. this is not a big issue though, there are many more important things.)
Same feelings of frustration, regret, anxiety, and depression.
Same issues with my weight (no, I'm still the same size, which is fine, but if I don't drop 5lbs asap I'm gonna jump off a cliff.)
Same confusion about what to do with my life (career, where are you?)
Same useless me that can't drag herself out of this pointless hole.
Well, I think I have this weekend to myself.
Hopefully I'll take advantage of it and attempt to fix some of this mess.
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sorry about that, I hide from lj from time to time (obviously).
yes, I do still have your number (unless it has changed).
We should definitely talk soon! I miss you a bunch. We were supposed to get together again back in November, but I just kept putting off asking about it. Geez, I've been like that with everyone, it's horrible. No wonder I'm lonely!
Anyway, I hope to catch up with you soon.
I am really going to miss you at TF btw. I was not around there much this past week or so and missed what was going on. Pascal IMmed me to tell me that you had left.
Keep in touch, okay?
Slight upside though, new tori album soon!!!!:):)
yeah, i'm really happy to have the new album in my hands (and my stereo).
also, I got a ticket today for the CT show (presale). I am so excited. :)
I'm sorry you're not feeling great at the moment, I sympathise with the career thing especially. It will get better though. Take care xx
Did you celebrate Valentine's Day this year?
And THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE PACKAGE!!!
Yeah, we celebrated Valentines day a little bit. I gave Josh a card and he bought a rose after all (he had warned me ahead of time that he wasn't going to buy flowers during the feb14th upcharge madness) and he made us a simple dinner (quesadillas). That's about it, but it was good enough for me.
And your welcome, I'm glad you liked it. :)
*hugs*